Wednesday, December 2, 2009

The Black Sister

Oh, for the love of a dog! So many say "oh, it's just a dog, get over it", but she was not just a dog, she was my black sister. We lost our dear sweet Winnie in August and the wounds are healing, but very slowly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about her. Winnie was priviledged. She never wanted for a thing for she had more than any dog could ever know to want. Multiple yum-yums (or YY's for short) a day, a toy basket and only the best chair in the house. As a puppy, she was spunky and playful. She helped mom with the newspaper every morning and was always doing yardwork with dad. Every so often, I got a phone call from Mom saying that my Black Sister wanted to talk to me and yes, sitting in front of everyone at work, I would talk to Winnie on the phone and yes, sometimes she would talk back. Embarassed, maybe at first, but I just think the ones that laughed were just jealous that their furbabies didn't call them during the day.

As Winnie got older, she got wider and greyer but still ever so loving. Winnie's only drawback was her "gator" mouth! You didn't dare get your fingers near her big pearly whites when there was a YY or any type of food between them. Her "gator" mouth was only fitting, since she was a HUGE Florida Gator fan. She was always dressed in her gator attire, collar and bandana, as well as her gator leash. Sure makes a Sissy proud!

Winnie was well known throughout the Houston Woods subdivision. She wandered the streets visiting from house to house. We tried once to keep her in the yard, but the invisible fence had nothing on Miss Winnie. She would sit at the edge of the yard contemplating and building her courage up. Finally, one mad dash, a loud yelp and she was gone! Not once did she dash the invisible fence to come back home though. She always waited for someone to come take her collar off and let her in. She was pretty smart. I wish I could thank everyone in the neighborhood for being so kind to her and watching for her as they drove to and from their homes everyday. She wasn't the only dog that took "daily constitutionals" around the neighborhood, but I think she was the most regular.

Winnie had a best friend, Beau. Beau lives two doors down at the Williams' home. He came down everyday at the same time to play with Winnie. The would play in the yard, go for walks, and I would assume, just chit chat. Beau liked YY's too. He would wander in the house and out if the door was open, but was always polite. I think Winnie's death has been really tough for Beau. Talking to dad the other day, Beau still comes to the house regularly, but only on Sundays. He will come walking up on the back porch, still waiting on his YY and then lay down and rest. I'd like to think he lays there thinking of all the fun he had with our Winnie and how he misses her so much. We know how much he misses her, because we miss her too!

Mom and Dad's house will never be the same without Winnie. I really just cannot remember a time when she wasn't there. There is a definite void. It is a lot quieter and the presence of black hair everywhere is gone. There are no little toenails tapping on the hardwood floor or her ever so excited bark when she's standing at the pantry door waiting on a treat. She is missed greatly, but her memory will live on. In our hearts and in the hearts of those that has the pleasure of knowing and loving her too. I even think Elton, the bird, misses her, but he is a completely different post!

Thank you, Winnie, for the memories! We love you!

Monday, November 23, 2009

What happened to giving thanks and turkey?

Since when did the Christmas season begin in early November? Every year it seems we start a little earlier putting up lights, trees and blow-up Santas. For some reason, this year it is really bothering me. I love the Christmas season, don't get me wrong, but we seem to forget that there is a holiday inbetween Halloween and Christmas and it too is very important, at least to me it is.

Thanksgiving is a time to give thanks and a time for reflection before the Christmas season. A time to remember and prepare for the coming joy that is Christ's birth. In our busy lives, we often forget to give thanks. We many say a blessing at dinnertime, but has that just become routine? Are we really thankful for our many blessings and our food and the fact that we are fed by HIS hands? Take time this Thanksgiving week to remember and give thanks where thanks is due. Thank God for your many blessings, but just don't bulk them into a 5 line prayer before a meal. Sit down with God, talk to Him and thank Him for specific blessings. Spend a little extra time with the Father, for He is the provider, Jehovah Jireh, and without Him, there would be nothing worth celebrating this holiday season.

What are you Thankful for?

Friday, November 13, 2009

OK, I'm Back

Blog attempt #3...I know, I know, I have said I was going to begin blogging again several times, but this time I am promising myself that I will keep this up. I have to do this for me! I have got to have a way of release, a way to express what is going on with me. My blog has to be that for me right now. I know what I say at times may not make a bit of sense, but just bear with me. I have much to say, but no one to share the deep details with, so I am releasing it to the world in whatever way I can. Crazy, maybe...but I hope a way for me to get out of this pit I am in and back to the real me. She is so lost and I have got to pull her out somehow. Please pray with me and for me, as I need it more than ever. I have to once again find the hope.

There is surely a future hope for you, and your hope will not be cut off. Psalm 23:18

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Next Blog

I love reading other blogs. They are full of information, history, photos and really just about anything you can imagine. I have several that I follow on a regular basis, a dear friend, a beloved mentor/teacher, a band, a preacher, an artist among others. I love reading about what is going on in other's lives and what they find to be important/interesting enough to publish for the world to see. Although I love blogs of those I know and love, I also love the unknown. One of my absolute favorite things to do is hit the "Next Blog" button. You know what it is...that little button at the top of the page, just about in the middle. I'm not quite sure how it sorts, but it is just like opening a present!!! Something exciting with every click. Today I saw a blog that showed friends wandering around Spain and then a grandmother of four grandchildren just starting off in the blogging world. I saw one that was "One Picture a Day from Tokyo" and then the next was a young lady selling handmade make-up products. Many blogs are in foreign languages that are impossible to translate, but so much fun to try and figure out while others are completely unknown because they are typed in chinese or some foreign script. Take the time to skip through blogs. You may find your next favorite to follow. I will every once in a while link one that I find exciting or just worth following.

Friday, June 26, 2009

I'm Back

I am going to make a concerted effort to blog...I have so much to say and never say it. My life is busy and my family keeps it memorable. My plan is to share that with you here. Stay tuned for the next chapter in Hope Among Us.